littleblackat

If I were to be honest with myself, I did really well.  Two years without depression is nothing to scoff at after years and years of not only that but several suicide attempts. But this is my journal and I don't have to be honest with myself if I don't want to.  It's back and awful but I don't want to alarm anyone either.  I have dear friends who read this and are charitable enough to worry about me so for you I'll say this: While I am sure I'll have those thoughts again, I can assure you I wont ever actually act on them again so have no fear.  I have too much I'm working on and working for to do anything too stupid.         It's been loomi

So, I haven't written one of these in a while... Where to start... I am newly single.  Which only sucks for the fact that I had really hoped and I had really tried to make things work, but sometimes things just don't work out.  I haven't cried about it really, just sighed a bit and have been quiet-ish.  I'm pretty fine now though. It has occured to me that it might be useful to think more of myself.  In the past I have been a bit over critical of myself, which overall I still don't think is a terribly bad thing but it does have the effect of making me not value myself and what I want that much and that IS a problem.  So I'm working on that.

I am "pro-choice" not anti-life.  I believe that a human being is an individual and as such has the right to choose to do whatever they wish with their life no matter what I may think of it because really my opinion should factor little in other peoples lives. I am not particularly a fan of abortion.  I think that even those preformed for the mothers health etc run an extreme physical and emotional risk that is unfair for those involved. I do not seek to actively kill those fetus' who might dissagree with me when grown into adult-hood, contrary to some peoples opinion. I do seek to find a solution to the real question: How can we provide b